The Past Is The Past...

A new year has begun, a whole new year of possibilities and promise. Last year wasn't exactly what I'd call a banner year for me. With two trips to two different rehabs and the regrettable breakup of a two year relationship, it wasn't exactly my best year.

This year is starting off in a fine fashion. I've been to a lot of meetings and spent some quality time with both old and new friends. I'm finally beginning to let go of what is behind me. It hasn't been easy. I still have fond memories of the time before I relapsed. Things were as good as they could have ever been. But, I made some poor choices that took all of that away...

I don't know what the future holds for me, but I have faith that whatever it is, it'll be more amazing than anything I can imagine. So far in the 81 days I've been sober, I've had a couple of new friends added to my life. I'm really grateful for them! The amazing thing is that they work where I work, and are also from where I'm from!