Far and Away

Feelings, they come and go, some days infrequently, others incessantly. It's been nearly a month since we parted ways, and my heart still aches... I do my best to carry on, yet the memories still linger. They say time heals all wounds. I'd like to believe this. But sometimes it doesn't seem be true.

Things are better, I'm not the basket case I was a month ago. But I still feel lonely. Sometimes I can't seem to wrap my mind around the idea that someone was so close at one time, is so far away now...

I accept full responsibility for the end of what at one time was so special. If I could turn back the clock I would change everything. But we don't get that chance in life. Besides, I had my chance, and I blew it...

The holidays just aren't the same without her. Life isn't the same for that matter. I miss her smile. I miss her laugh. I miss holding her in my arms. I miss us...